beauty in the breakdown

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unedited, nikon D90

how i feel

lowercase, meh, blah, grey, solitary…

off-season, off-kilter, slanted…

depression reduction withdrawn and meek…

uninspired trapped within boundaries i’d not set…

hard to explain express…

let the photos speak when i cannot, he said…

i suppose, that’s why i’m here


23 thoughts on “beauty in the breakdown

  1. DotedOn says:

    Lost… (But you are not alone dear! <3)

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  2. kbailey374 says:

    Yes, the pictures said exactly what you typed. Hope you have a better day!

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  3. prionsias says:

    Take the Main 64 down to the lake….and breathe, just BE. Used to be one of my coping mechanisms – sorely miss it! As samwise gamgee would say, “Even darkness passes.” Just wish it didn’t take so bloody long. Feel better…soon!

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  4. sheldonk2014 says:

    You are still holding on even if your grasp is weak, just a little bite more and the dark will turn into a good nite sleep. Stay strong my friend, you knew enough to pick your head up and post, that’s a good sign, I will pray for you and send lite, your always in my thoughts, again I say love, hugs, and wiggles

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  5. The feeling of being “lowercase” can be overwhelming… but we have the blogging community to surround us 🙂

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  6. milliethom says:

    Beautiful photos. Now I know you’re getting there. I love your use of ‘lowercase’. It’s so meaningful. Just keep aiming for the higher levels and you’ll get there.

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  7. Asariels Muse says:

    You’ve caught the feeling perfectly in photos and words

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  8. smilecalm says:

    i know the feeling, dear one.
    may calm breaths help remind
    of the miracle of
    experiencing weather 🙂

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  9. Eva Jane says:

    …and I’m very grateful that you are… ❤

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  10. Hope our love and support help you go through the depression! Praying for you always! Hugs and kisses to you sister ❤

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  11. sheldonk2014 says:

    I wish I could say more but it means a lot to me to be able to give of myself to someone who is willing to listen and also is willing to give back, for I can’t keep anything unless I share. Thank you Julia

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